Two.
Sometimes three in the morning.
Once, I saw the light still glowing at four.
His mother told me he had pricked his fingers so many times that they were sore and bleeding.
He missed two exams.
He barely slept.
But every morning, he showed up at school as though nothing had happened.
The dress slowly came together.
First came the bodice.
Then the skirt.
Then the flowers.
Eli didn't simply make a dress.
He built something piece by piece for a girl who had stopped believing she deserved beautiful things.
The night before prom, he knocked on our door.
He was holding the dress inside a garment bag.
“I finished.”
I opened the bag.
I couldn't speak.
It was breathtaking.
Ivory fabric flowed from the structured bodice into a full, sweeping skirt. Dozens of handmade roses covered the gown, each one carefully shaped and sewn.
It looked like something from a magazine.
“How did you…”
He shrugged.
“I watched a lot of videos.”
I touched one of the flowers.
“Eli, this is incredible.”
He smiled.
“There's one more thing.”
“What?”
“You'll see.”
Prom night arrived.
Hazel almost didn't go.
She stood in front of her bedroom mirror wearing the dress, staring at her reflection.
For a moment, she didn't say anything.
Then she touched one of the roses.
“Mom?”
“Yes?”
“Did you know Eli made this?”
I smiled.
“I knew he was working on something.”
She looked at herself again.
I watched her face change.
For the first time in a year, my daughter wasn't searching the mirror for everything she thought was wrong with herself.
She was simply looking at Hazel.
And she was smiling.
“You look beautiful,” I whispered.
She smiled.
“I feel beautiful.”
Those five words nearly brought me to my knees.
When Eli arrived, he was wearing a thrift-store suit that was slightly too large for him.
He looked nervous.
Hazel laughed.
“You look ridiculous.”
He grinned.
“That's the plan.”
For a moment, she sounded like herself again.
The girl she had been before grief.
The girl Mason had loved.
At school, the gym had been transformed with lights, flowers, and decorations.
Music played.
Students danced.
Teachers stood along the walls.
Hazel entered with Eli.
Heads turned.
Not because of her size.
Not because of some impossible standard.
Because she looked stunning.