Her voice sounded tired.
"You okay?"
I couldn't speak.
She laughed softly.
"Sarah, what's wrong?"
I closed my eyes.
The memory of her funeral flashed through my mind.
The closed casket.
My mother's screams.
The photographs.
The police report.
The accident.
The fire.
Everything.
"What's the address?" I finally asked.
The receptionist gave it to me.
I wrote it down with shaking hands.
I don't remember getting dressed.
I don't remember grabbing my keys.
I don't remember the drive.
I only remember the feeling.
Hope.
Fear.
Disbelief.
And one terrible thought:
What if it really is her?
The Waiting Room
When I finally arrived at the clinic, I sat in my car for several minutes.
I couldn't make myself move.
I stared at the entrance.
People walked in and out.
A delivery driver carried boxes inside.
A woman pushed a stroller through the parking lot.
Everything looked normal.
But nothing was normal for me anymore.
Eventually, I forced myself out of the car.
I walked inside.
The receptionist looked up.
"Can I help you?"
I swallowed.
"I'm here for Clara."