"Yes."
Judgment
News traveled quickly.
My friends were divided.
Some celebrated.
Others questioned everything.
"Are you sure?"
"He's thirty years older."
"What happens when..."
Nobody finished that sentence.
They didn't have to.
Russell's children were far less polite.
His son, Daniel, barely acknowledged me.
His daughter, Victoria, openly despised me.
At the rehearsal dinner, she cornered me outside.
"You think you've won."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"You married Dad because you saw dollar signs."
"I married your father because..."
She interrupted.
"Save it."
"You'll never replace Mom."
"I never wanted to."
She stepped closer.
"When he dies..."
"You'll get nothing."
Russell appeared beside us before I could answer.
"What are you discussing?"
Victoria smiled sweetly.
"Nothing."
Russell looked at both of us.
Then quietly said,
"She'll receive exactly what she deserves."
At the time...
I thought he meant money.
Married Life
Our marriage surprised everyone.
Including me.
Yes, life became easier.
No more overdue notices.
No more choosing between rent and groceries.
No more panic attacks over medical bills.
But the greatest luxury wasn't financial.
It was peace.
Russell never raised his voice.
Never criticized my ambitions.
Never made me feel small.
We cooked dinner together.
Read books beside the fireplace.
Took long drives with no destination.
He celebrated every small success.
When I returned to college to finish my master's degree, he framed my acceptance letter.
"You never stopped believing in yourself," he said.
"I simply removed the obstacles."
Slowly...
Something unexpected happened.
I stopped loving the life he'd given me.
And started loving the man himself.
His Illness
It began with fatigue.
Then persistent coughing.
Tests followed.
Appointments multiplied.
One afternoon the doctor asked us both to sit down.
Stage Four.
Aggressive.
Advanced.
Treatment options existed.
Hope existed.