"Yeah."
“I knew you would.”
There was something unusual about his serenity.
Many patients with serious illnesses were scared, angry, or overwhelmed.
Thomas seemed calm.
He behaved like someone who had been waiting a long time for something final to happen.
One morning, he asked me a question very carefully.
Do you have any family nearby, Nancy? Anyone who can help you?
“Just a distant cousin named Raymond. He calls me more often since I got back.”
For a brief moment, Thomas's expression changed.
He clenched his jaw.
Then he relaxed and quickly changed the subject.
At that time I didn't understand why.
That same week, Raymond's calls became even more insistent.
"Are you seeing anyone?" he asked. "You shouldn't be alone at your age."
"I'm fine."
“Have you made a will? You should name someone responsible in case something happens.”
“I already told you, Raymond. I’m fine.”
He asked me which bank I used.
I wanted to know if I was the owner of the apartment.
She mentioned Aunt Margaret again, proudly describing how she had handled everything towards the end of her life.
I remembered that Margaret had died practically destitute in a rented room.
For the first time, I wondered why that memory troubled me so much.
Even so, I ignored my instincts.
I spent most of my life ignoring things that made me uncomfortable.
Then one afternoon, Thomas asked me to sit next to him.
His hand found mine on the blanket.
It felt light and cold.
—Nancy —he said—, I feel terrible asking you this.
Our conversations had become more affectionate as the days went by, but the seriousness in his voice frightened me.
"Ask me."
“I have loved you all my life.”
Part 2:
My breath caught in my throat.
“I know I don’t have much time left,” he continued. “But there’s something I’ve always dreamed of doing.”
He looked me straight in the eyes.
"Will you marry me?"
For several seconds, the room disappeared.
Fifty-six years of questions, regrets, and imagined possibilities seemed to accumulate between us.
Part of me heard Raymond's voice warning me that I was being foolish.
But another voice—the voice of the seventeen-year-old girl I had been—told me not to wander off again.
Thomas had advanced cancer.
I knew he was dying.
This was his last wish.
—Yes —I whispered.
Tears filled her eyes.
Mine too.
“Yes, Thomas. I will marry you.”
He squeezed my hand.
“You won’t regret it, Nancy. I promise.”
There was something unusual about the way he pronounced those words.
It sounded less like reassuring words and more like a carefully planned promise.
At the time, I thought he was only referring to our marriage.
I still didn't understand that he was referring to something much more important.
The wedding took place three days later in her hospital room.
One of the nurses stayed by our side as a witness.
A quiet man, dressed in a gray suit, introduced himself as Walter, Thomas's lawyer.
I found it unusual that a lawyer would attend such a small ceremony.
But Thomas took my hand and I pushed that thought away.
Her eyes sparkled as she uttered her vows.
Mine too.
After the ceremony, Walter opened a leather briefcase and placed a folder on the wheeled table next to Thomas's bed.
“There are some documents that require your signature,” he explained. “Take all the time you need.”
It didn't take me long.
I trusted Thomas completely.
Whenever Walter pointed to a line, I signed it with my name.
That night I told Raymond what had happened.
His reaction was immediate.
"Have you completely lost your mind?" she shouted into the phone. "You married a dying man you barely know?"
“I’ve known Thomas longer than I’ve known you.”