Then I stopped reading printed books.
Eventually I couldn't recognize neighbors walking toward me.
Cooking became harder.
Shopping required assistance.
Even crossing unfamiliar streets felt frightening.
I learned to use a white cane.
At first, I hated it.
It felt like admitting defeat.
But gradually it became part of my independence.
Brian stood beside me through everything.
He drove me to appointments.
Read my mail.
Organized medications.
Handled paperwork.
Whenever I became frustrated, he reminded me that we were a team.
I believed him.
Depending on Brian
As my eyesight worsened, our marriage naturally changed.
Brian took over countless responsibilities.
One of those responsibilities involved the garage.
Since I couldn't drive anymore, I had almost no reason to enter it.
He stored holiday decorations there.
Tools.
Sports equipment.
Old furniture.
Boxes of family keepsakes.
Whenever I needed something, I'd simply ask.
"I'll get it," he'd say.
It became routine.
Eventually, I stopped thinking about the garage entirely.
It was simply Brian's space.
Years of Acceptance
Doctors continued monitoring my condition.
Each appointment ended similarly.
"We're sorry."
"There isn't much we can do."
"Research continues."
I tried not to become bitter.
Instead, I focused on adapting.
I learned technology designed for people with vision loss.
I listened to audiobooks.
Friends visited.
Family helped.
Life wasn't what I'd imagined.
But it was still a life worth living.
Brian often reminded me how strong I was.
His encouragement kept me moving forward.
Or so I believed.
A New Possibility
Everything changed one afternoon when my specialist mentioned a clinical research program.
A new laser procedure.
Experimental.
Limited.
No guarantees.
The doctor carefully explained the risks.
"There is a possibility it won't help."
"There is also a possibility it may improve your remaining vision."
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
Brian wasn't convinced.
"I don't want to see you disappointed."
"I know," I replied.
"But what if it works?"
He remained skeptical.
When he left for a week-long business trip, I made my decision.
I enrolled.
The Surgery
I was terrified.
Not because of the procedure itself.
Because of hope.